Time passes

What is weird is that often times, time passes and I feel like I just lose track of it. One minute I know exactly what I am doing, and the next I feel like a whole decade passed and I am stuck in time while others are advancing their lives. This is weird because there is not really a time frame for anything. I am still young and still have the whole world ahead of me. Yet, I feel like I am not making progress in the way that I should?

I am not quite sure if I am expressing that properly. I see people getting into serious relationships, travelling, making memories. Couples, individuals... anyone really.

I feel like whatever they are doing, whether solo or in pairs, it is happening at a speed that is faster than mine. I feel like for some reason I am in the same place I was three years ago... the only difference being is that those years have passed and I am now three years older.

Simultaneously, I feel like things are always happening and I never get a break. This is not a complaint by any means, but I am still always doing things. I guess what is weird is that I put a goal in my head at the beginning of the year and with every day that passes, I am realizing that I am constantly at a disadvantage and don't focus on that goal half as much as I should.

But then again, I guess that's what adult life is. One minute you feel like you're doing fuck all, and then the next, you feel like there's not enough hours in a day to even stop and take a breath.

I wonder if that is normal... I wonder if time passes differently for everyone.