Snap the fuck out of it

Lately, it seems like every single day gets shorter and shorter. I have so many things I want to get done and not nearly enough hours to tend to any of those things. I feel uninspired, unimpressed and generally blah.

This is not like a "oh no my life sucks" type of complaint. I guess I just wish I had the motivation to do more. I most definitely procrastinate and waste a lot of time either moping around or complaining that I don't want to do the things that I know I have to do but, I also wonder if I'm not alone in that.

Everyone must do it right?

There are days where I feel like opportunities for growth are endless, and days where I'd rather curl up in a ball under my blanket and just hibernate. There are days where I feel sad and there are days when I feel happy. There are days that couldn't end sooner and days where I debate drinking myself into liver failure. (probably not funny)

Right now, I feel frustrated and I keep having ideas of things I could do to snap out of it but I also have little drive to get myself to that place that I want to be at.

Okay now, seriously, I think what I am missing is a vacation. In a few weeks I have a week off where I will literally just lounge by the lake and be away from any and all responsibilities. I hope that will be the case anyway.

Simultaneously, I probably need to snap out of it as well. It's probably not good for me to just mope around. I can definitely see myself drinking a glass of wine tonight.

I am not entirely sure what this blog post is supposed to be about necessarily but I guess it's nice to just see the words and emotions I am portraying right now.

If you have made it this far into reading this, send me a message telling me about your current frustrations. Maybe you'll make me feel better about mine.

Talk to y'all soon xo