Let that shit go

Everything is energy and energy is everything. I saged my apartment last night for the first time ever since having moved in which is kind of wild considering that I have been living in it for nearly four years. This past month has been super heavy with all types of decisions that had to be made and actions that had to be taken. I was exhausted.

I got my first ever traffic ticket on Tuesday night in my eleven years of driving and that just was the cherry on top and put me over the edge. I cried for nearly an hour and it was an ugly cry. The kind of cry where snot comes out of your nose while you're hyperventilating and catching your breath is much harder when your nose is plugged with snot. I knew that I needed a reset.

What's nice about everything that happened is that I hadn't cried in maybe a couple of months. I don't really have reasons to be sad lately which was a reminder that my life is generally pretty darn good. However, as mentioned, I had a whole lot of stuff that was being built up in me that eventually, a traffic ticket was the last thing I needed and I just needed to release it all. That cry was literally magical.

I came into work yesterday knowing it was the beginning of the new month and I already felt better knowing I had cried my heart out the night before and released all the pent up tension within me. Despite this, I thought about all of the energy around me and how that has been affecting my quality of life. I thought about all the people that have stepped foot into my space and left lingering thoughts, actions and energy behind them when they left. I thought about the stuff that I no longer had space for within my aura. This might sound spiritual as heck, but I just felt a heavy presence that had never been cleared out. I decided that perhaps it was time to purchase some sage and see if that can help me in any way.

From the front door of my apartment, to the tiniest spots in my closet, I took my sage throughout my space. I then sat down with myself, journaled about everything I was letting go of, and then took a shower to wash all of it off. I slept like a baby last night.

Now, it would be foolish of me to tell anyone to do the same because I have no idea if this actually works and perhaps it's just a placebo thing. However, I feel at peace knowing that I did that last night. I might even do it a second time tonight to really double whammy the energy I want to let go of. I think it's important to protect your space and your peace and to do whatever it is that will bring you to that place of serenity. Life can get difficult and heavy and it's important to take that time to reset in whichever way you deem fit for your needs.

What you put your energy into is valuable. Don't spend your energy worrying, but rather, spend it working towards your goals, towards loving, caring and manifesting the life that you ultimately desire. What you want can get out of reach if your mindset does not align with your ultimate desire of that thing, person or whatever it is that you want.

Protect your peace, space, and energy and let go of anything that no longer serves a purpose in your life.

As always, thanks for coming to my Cez talk xo