A good omen for the year ahead

I thought it might be a good idea to commemorate today - for no one other than myself. I've thought about a lot of things today given the significance today holds in my life. I've thought about the good, bad and other that came out of today one year ago. More so than anything, I thought about how appreciative I am to the fact that this day last year, happened the way it did.

I remember feeling numb most of the day because I knew what was coming. I knew that I would spend the night likely either awake or with my eyes closed but a world of thoughts happening behind my eyelids. I knew that I would be signing up to be sad for a while even though I was lucky enough not to be sad for very long at all.

I was lucky enough to have someone walk into my life shortly after today that inherently changed my life without either him or I knowing it as it was happening. But that's another story and that's not why I am writing today.

The reason I sat down to write just now is because I feel I need to get something off my chest.

We as humans are so complex in our emotions that the mere ability to feel complicates everything.

I'm not sure if I even wanna dive into explaining what I mean by that because that line in itself came out of me so beautifully, I just want to let you feel and interpret that as you will.

I'm hopeful about what is to come. I think I've spent this year building up the courage to be myself again in all her glory and this is truly my time to shine.

So far all that it's worth, if you're reading this, and I hope you know this is about you, thank you for letting me go my own way and thank you for never coming back.